Just got to keep on keeping on
So, its been one hell of a week.
Just a mixture of running around, getting stuff done before the big graduation. I really got nervous I wasn't going to make it. But it is what it is, and it looks like I'm going to make it.
So, I got a job in RI if I want it. Due to the lack of hiring being doen by the Boston hospitals right now and the AWESOME opportunity this gives me, I may take it. But once I agreed, it seemed like the itch just became unbearable...I need to leave and I need to leave now.
I have to move back in with my mother. I don't look forward to it in the slightest. Things feel through since Mike's grandparents are in town, and they don't approve of my staying with him (they are staying with him too). So I had to go to Plan B...stay with mom.
And my whole being is upset by this. I can't live with my mom. There needs to be that healthy buffer system between us, because her neediness and me being her only family is quite draining to me emotionally. There are other reasons why I want to leave...people I don't want to see...constant reminders of situations I rather not be reminded of. You know how it goes.
I think I'll write the rest in a restricted entry, since theres enough people who read this as is. Its just I feel that itch in my soul...that can mean one thing.
I got to get out of here.
Just a mixture of running around, getting stuff done before the big graduation. I really got nervous I wasn't going to make it. But it is what it is, and it looks like I'm going to make it.
So, I got a job in RI if I want it. Due to the lack of hiring being doen by the Boston hospitals right now and the AWESOME opportunity this gives me, I may take it. But once I agreed, it seemed like the itch just became unbearable...I need to leave and I need to leave now.
I have to move back in with my mother. I don't look forward to it in the slightest. Things feel through since Mike's grandparents are in town, and they don't approve of my staying with him (they are staying with him too). So I had to go to Plan B...stay with mom.
And my whole being is upset by this. I can't live with my mom. There needs to be that healthy buffer system between us, because her neediness and me being her only family is quite draining to me emotionally. There are other reasons why I want to leave...people I don't want to see...constant reminders of situations I rather not be reminded of. You know how it goes.
I think I'll write the rest in a restricted entry, since theres enough people who read this as is. Its just I feel that itch in my soul...that can mean one thing.
I got to get out of here.