Ever throw up so much your stomache muscles start to hurt?
So, I have my ulcer back. I've thrown up blood 6 times today. When I went into work Jan told me I looked like shit, and Sandy sent me home. So now Im at Brandyn and Jimmy's laying on the couch. I feel like this is more of a home to me than my own house is. I cant relax at my house. Its just not possible.
So I guess everyone is depressed lately, including myself. Im pretty sure if I didnt have the friends I have, I would hate my life. I cant wait until the divorce is final and we sell the house. Although I still have mixed feelings about my father, I think I am going to move in with him. At least until I can get an apartment with someone else for awhile.
Benner brought up a good point in his last post. The only time anyone is happy or has fun lately is when we have drugs to do. Thats not good, thats not good at all. As much fun as we have doing these illegal things, that shouldnt be what we base our fun around.
I think summer is what everyone needs right now. So that means summer should start...like tomorrow.
My head and stomache hurt so bad tomorrow.
So I guess everyone is depressed lately, including myself. Im pretty sure if I didnt have the friends I have, I would hate my life. I cant wait until the divorce is final and we sell the house. Although I still have mixed feelings about my father, I think I am going to move in with him. At least until I can get an apartment with someone else for awhile.
Benner brought up a good point in his last post. The only time anyone is happy or has fun lately is when we have drugs to do. Thats not good, thats not good at all. As much fun as we have doing these illegal things, that shouldnt be what we base our fun around.
I think summer is what everyone needs right now. So that means summer should start...like tomorrow.
My head and stomache hurt so bad tomorrow.