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[if_i_was_real]

CarnageCandi: i got most my marker off
CarnageCandi: with my makeup remover pads lol
imafaeriedamnu: lol
imafaeriedamnu: just take a friggin shower

went home with sam. went to keith's house, even though he's a poop. he mostly played star wars while we napped on his bed, but we got into a massive marker fight. but it was me and sam against him, so he um...lost. then we went to the senior shows. i liked josh's dance party.

i've been sleeping a lot. just like...falling asleep in school. i seem to be working in short brusts of energy, then crashing. i don't think it's really healthy.
and for the past couple months i've been having really weird dreams the night after a show or party. around 3 in the morning i'll wake up and not know where i am, how i got there, or whether or not i'm still asleep. usually i think i'm still where i was the night before, but at the same time i'm trying to sleep in my bed. so there'll be a huge crowd of people crushing in on me and i'll be crying and trying to disappear. it's kinda creepy.

people are going through issues that i can't help them with. it's sad.