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lost my report card and my dad is stressing as usual. its not likei wan to keep shit from him and alot of times i;m not, but he thinks i am which makes me feel even worse.
played guitar today and fucking sucked. sometimes i get really frustrated with my music. I want to do things but i dont know how. ughhhhhhhhh.
i totally blew off homeowork tonight. i have a sci test tomorrow and my teach emailed me the study guide for the test cause i wasnt there last class, so i emailed her back saying thanks (even though it was a forwrd to a bunch of student who werent in class beacause of the bomb threat/breaking thingy) and i get a random ass teacher come up to me today and say that my sci teacher told her abouthte email and that she was "very impressed". like i care that much, but it is nice to hear that something you did means somehting to another person even if it is an email and even if i do kiss a little ass to make people feel good.
Wed.--------sweep house after school and get 20 bucks////////do homework
thurs-------play at like 730 or something for newspaper story, i;ll have to get details, i;m glad julie might come so i dont have to feel retarded by myself :)
fri-------option1) whatever tim is doing
option2) corey's house in mechanicsville with WWcrew and some friends from school
option3) Sit at home and myspace and watch TV beacusei cant drive
option4) do whatever friends at school are doing (ie partying(maybe), movie, food, whatever, i;m broke anyways)
option5) show at coffee talk?? then corey's?
option6) band practice with rob then party or show
option7) If julie has time and wants to do something. maybe i could ride in her trunk.
i hate being a mooch, especailly to the people i like being around, but i'd much rather be a mooch than sit at home and do nothing.
plus i'll repay them in some sortof way when i can drive again. or for christmas.or for whatever reason.
the mooch who cant play the guitar and has to work form at least 400 to 600 tomorrow,
clayton
played guitar today and fucking sucked. sometimes i get really frustrated with my music. I want to do things but i dont know how. ughhhhhhhhh.
i totally blew off homeowork tonight. i have a sci test tomorrow and my teach emailed me the study guide for the test cause i wasnt there last class, so i emailed her back saying thanks (even though it was a forwrd to a bunch of student who werent in class beacause of the bomb threat/breaking thingy) and i get a random ass teacher come up to me today and say that my sci teacher told her abouthte email and that she was "very impressed". like i care that much, but it is nice to hear that something you did means somehting to another person even if it is an email and even if i do kiss a little ass to make people feel good.
Wed.--------sweep house after school and get 20 bucks////////do homework
thurs-------play at like 730 or something for newspaper story, i;ll have to get details, i;m glad julie might come so i dont have to feel retarded by myself :)
fri-------option1) whatever tim is doing
option2) corey's house in mechanicsville with WWcrew and some friends from school
option3) Sit at home and myspace and watch TV beacusei cant drive
option4) do whatever friends at school are doing (ie partying(maybe), movie, food, whatever, i;m broke anyways)
option5) show at coffee talk?? then corey's?
option6) band practice with rob then party or show
option7) If julie has time and wants to do something. maybe i could ride in her trunk.
i hate being a mooch, especailly to the people i like being around, but i'd much rather be a mooch than sit at home and do nothing.
plus i'll repay them in some sortof way when i can drive again. or for christmas.or for whatever reason.
the mooch who cant play the guitar and has to work form at least 400 to 600 tomorrow,
clayton