what on earth?
today, for either the first time or the first time in a long while, i forgot about anime club. just completely forgot despite the fact that i talked earlier in the day about going to it with someone.
is totally the reason that i did not remember anime club. up until today i didnt think i really felt anything special there, but today i question myself. i think, ultimately, i will attribute my absence of mind to my spring fever and not to any special feelings. even if it were anything special, im sure i could dismiss it in time - as i have had to do many times in the past.
on the way out of the office and home, i though to myself: i think that i have actually been ignored by every girl i want to spend time with. not really a revelation, but one of those things that i will probably realize again in the future.
so im home instead of at anime club or out watching a movie. i will probably play video games instead of doing anything productive. today is one of those days where i feel like crying but theres nothing to cry about.
every single fucking girl. god damn.
ok im done now. i think.
theres still a movie i want to see that nobody wants to see with me. i am sooo angry.
is totally the reason that i did not remember anime club. up until today i didnt think i really felt anything special there, but today i question myself. i think, ultimately, i will attribute my absence of mind to my spring fever and not to any special feelings. even if it were anything special, im sure i could dismiss it in time - as i have had to do many times in the past.
on the way out of the office and home, i though to myself: i think that i have actually been ignored by every girl i want to spend time with. not really a revelation, but one of those things that i will probably realize again in the future.
so im home instead of at anime club or out watching a movie. i will probably play video games instead of doing anything productive. today is one of those days where i feel like crying but theres nothing to cry about.
every single fucking girl. god damn.
ok im done now. i think.
theres still a movie i want to see that nobody wants to see with me. i am sooo angry.