confused
i wonder why i write these things down...
sometimes i have the urge to hurt someone... but.. then i think about what im really feeling... and i think i might want to hurt myself. thinking about wanting to hurt someone hurts, maybe, because i would most want to *have* someone to hurt. it might sound a little strange, but .... what i really want isnt someone to hurt, but someone to love.
i think i love too easily, and perhaps... not easily enough..
my speakers are clicking. im going to play with my ps2. its white. (and i bet yours isnt :)
happy new year. i hate my life. :D
sometimes i have the urge to hurt someone... but.. then i think about what im really feeling... and i think i might want to hurt myself. thinking about wanting to hurt someone hurts, maybe, because i would most want to *have* someone to hurt. it might sound a little strange, but .... what i really want isnt someone to hurt, but someone to love.
i think i love too easily, and perhaps... not easily enough..
my speakers are clicking. im going to play with my ps2. its white. (and i bet yours isnt :)
happy new year. i hate my life. :D