and it begins again
im too patient. i think that is one of my biggest flaws.
the season of the beginning of the end has past and the season of beginnings is upon us. all i can do is look back and reflect at the emptiness that life brings me.
i cannot say that it hasnt been by any means an eventful year, but nothing has changed. im not sure if it ever will. there are those who say 'wait' and there are those who say 'be proactive'. im not sure that either is for me... so i remain stuck here, in the middle, ever almost static, but active enough to scare people (i cant honestly say dynamic).
merry christmas to all of you who read this, and happy new year to all of you who will soon. i pray that the cycle brings you some joy - even by association - as you will get to check ties you may have thought were loose and remind yourselves who your family is.
i wont say "bah humbug", but i will say that most of my hopes for the season were again dashed. but when havent they been? its almost over and ive made the most of my time (in my own opinion, of course).
until next year (or unless something particularly interesting happens), take care of yourselves and think of me fondly.
the season of the beginning of the end has past and the season of beginnings is upon us. all i can do is look back and reflect at the emptiness that life brings me.
i cannot say that it hasnt been by any means an eventful year, but nothing has changed. im not sure if it ever will. there are those who say 'wait' and there are those who say 'be proactive'. im not sure that either is for me... so i remain stuck here, in the middle, ever almost static, but active enough to scare people (i cant honestly say dynamic).
merry christmas to all of you who read this, and happy new year to all of you who will soon. i pray that the cycle brings you some joy - even by association - as you will get to check ties you may have thought were loose and remind yourselves who your family is.
i wont say "bah humbug", but i will say that most of my hopes for the season were again dashed. but when havent they been? its almost over and ive made the most of my time (in my own opinion, of course).
until next year (or unless something particularly interesting happens), take care of yourselves and think of me fondly.