sleep tight, princess.
tomorrow (or later today if you look at it funny), i have another belt test for taekwondo. i think its really weird how the coach and black belts keep saying i should advance when i really dont feel like im good enough to advance. perhaps i measure myself by some sort of internal standard thats more harsh than their judgement of my performance. im a little nervous. trying to sleep early tonight (compared to a regular thursday night).
i wanted to say today, to someone who was online but away, "sleep tight, princess." i wondered a little and i thought... the way she has changed, would it have made her take offense at the term "princess"? i am really not sure. i decided not to say it. im not really sure why i thought to say it in the first place, though. its almost like seeing the random girl sitting at a table alone during lunch time and wanting to go say hi cause it looks lonely when you eat by yourself. (i know that i get lonely when i have to eat alone)
i kind of miss the days alone in my apartment.... where i could just drown my sorrows in 2 liters of rice wine and call it a good night. i need more of that here. i wonder if my parents would object. being in debt is *lame*. (working on that!)
ok anyway, i got really side-tracked.
nervous, tired, strange. i will say it again, just because i wish i knew that it was ok to say it at all.
sleep tight, princess.
i wanted to say today, to someone who was online but away, "sleep tight, princess." i wondered a little and i thought... the way she has changed, would it have made her take offense at the term "princess"? i am really not sure. i decided not to say it. im not really sure why i thought to say it in the first place, though. its almost like seeing the random girl sitting at a table alone during lunch time and wanting to go say hi cause it looks lonely when you eat by yourself. (i know that i get lonely when i have to eat alone)
i kind of miss the days alone in my apartment.... where i could just drown my sorrows in 2 liters of rice wine and call it a good night. i need more of that here. i wonder if my parents would object. being in debt is *lame*. (working on that!)
ok anyway, i got really side-tracked.
nervous, tired, strange. i will say it again, just because i wish i knew that it was ok to say it at all.
sleep tight, princess.