hesitation
the whispering spring wind has told me you want a kiss,
but i left you unsatisfied on such a beautiful day.
the fires of sol have told me how you long to be caressed,
but the feel of your skin under my hand incites too dangerously.
times i wonder why i always hesitate.
but i know my failings: selfish and polite.
considerate to whom? today i wonder,
because deprivation begets depravity.
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a little encouragement is all it takes.
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this weekend continues to be interesting. friday went on a group date. how to train your dragon is a pretty fun movie. saturday helped my friend by driving around so we had breakfast and took his girlfriend to a walmart so she could see the grocery store inside. sunday saw the end of a pretty cool anime series. i felt like it coulda been cooler, but it was definitely a decent resolution. tried to teach some english to a mildly dressed up girl. went over her paper and read her "the raven". still love it. so dark and funny. kbbq and im still digesting on monday morning :\. saw lovely complex live action and was pretty amused even though it was super campy. tonight is a photo exhibit and the tkd end of semester dinner @ wurstkuche. oh, and if i can work it in somehow, the traditional chinese dance club and wushu club are doing a fundraiser at 21 choices. at least one of those girls is pretty cute. one of them is as awkward in motion as a friend of mine who lives a few miles away. i wonder if theyll be dancing.
ok time to get to work. ill try to ignore the hallucinations from lack of sleeeeeep. lol.
but i left you unsatisfied on such a beautiful day.
the fires of sol have told me how you long to be caressed,
but the feel of your skin under my hand incites too dangerously.
times i wonder why i always hesitate.
but i know my failings: selfish and polite.
considerate to whom? today i wonder,
because deprivation begets depravity.
--
a little encouragement is all it takes.
==
this weekend continues to be interesting. friday went on a group date. how to train your dragon is a pretty fun movie. saturday helped my friend by driving around so we had breakfast and took his girlfriend to a walmart so she could see the grocery store inside. sunday saw the end of a pretty cool anime series. i felt like it coulda been cooler, but it was definitely a decent resolution. tried to teach some english to a mildly dressed up girl. went over her paper and read her "the raven". still love it. so dark and funny. kbbq and im still digesting on monday morning :\. saw lovely complex live action and was pretty amused even though it was super campy. tonight is a photo exhibit and the tkd end of semester dinner @ wurstkuche. oh, and if i can work it in somehow, the traditional chinese dance club and wushu club are doing a fundraiser at 21 choices. at least one of those girls is pretty cute. one of them is as awkward in motion as a friend of mine who lives a few miles away. i wonder if theyll be dancing.
ok time to get to work. ill try to ignore the hallucinations from lack of sleeeeeep. lol.