lil tipsy
sometimes, i think im never going to be a part of anything anyone.
always on the outside looking in. just like i do with myself.
always seeing the things i do and wondering why
always pushing myself to be better, but never quite being better enough
just hoping that someday
somehow
someone (who isnt me) wont mind
that i am who i am.
and embrace that.
--
i hate reading about love. im always so envious.
the closer i try to be, the further i become.
the more i try to say, the further i push people away.
the only, the ultimate solution, as discovered by many before.......
(the rest) is silence.
always on the outside looking in. just like i do with myself.
always seeing the things i do and wondering why
always pushing myself to be better, but never quite being better enough
just hoping that someday
somehow
someone (who isnt me) wont mind
that i am who i am.
and embrace that.
--
i hate reading about love. im always so envious.
the closer i try to be, the further i become.
the more i try to say, the further i push people away.
the only, the ultimate solution, as discovered by many before.......
(the rest) is silence.