Oct 08, 2004 10:05
we've been broken up for an hour and im already missing her like crazy.
thanks for being there everyone..thanks mom
EDIT: this is the girlfriend. thats right the girlfriend. thanks to jordan and making the fabulous decision to accompany me on my errands today, as planned before this tragedy, i realized that i made a huge mistake and that there was no way my heart was going to let me give him up. i realized that i hadn't lost faith in us like i originally thought (damn the early morning hours fogging up my judgement) neither of us is sure if giving in to what our hearts are saying was a mistake or not, but i for one would rather find out that it is with him still her then never get the chance at all.
jordan timothy quick, i love you so much. please don't make me promises. i'm not a fan of them at all. i want whats best for you and i know you know that. and i also want you to know that you are all those things you want to be for me. and so much more. please realize that all i want is honesty. i didnt think that was too big of a thing to ask for. i love you and i want this to work so bad. your my best friend& even if this does end up bad i will always love you and be here for you NO MATTER WHAT. got it kid? (yes ma'am) i love you. thank you for wanting to come today because if you hadn't, none of this would have happened and we would both still me miserable. i love you. ♥