Too much to do
I have so many things that are up in the air. Not that I dont mind it, I like a little mystery in my life, but damn. I wish I could decide on SOMETHING! I feel like if I do make a decision something is going to come along and make me change my mind, and then I'll be stuck wanting something other than what I have. (This pertaining to no individual thing)
I miss Corrina. I dont really get to talk to her that much, especially that my phone is not working anymore, and I just miss her. I got a letter from her that almost made me cry. I just, gosh, I want to be able to just drive over to her house, and sit down and tell her all these things that are in my life right now, but I cant. I wish I could, but shes up there, and I'm here...still.
Things with Jeff are good. Hes a wonderful person, and I enjoy spending time with him so much. It's just, I dont know what it is about being intimate with someone, I cant, I just cant. I'm not even talking about sex, I'm talking about any sort of lovey dovey expression, I just cant do it.I dont want to do it. Dont get me wrong, there are times that he looks at me and I want to just jump on him! I"ve been told that its completely normal to feel that way after what I've experienced. So, I'm just going with what everyone else has told me.
I think the Charleston trip will be a good one. Me, Nicole, Jeff and Shannon are going down to Char-town to get some pent up City air out of our lungs....I want no...slash that.... I NEED to go to the beach, I dont care if it rains the whole time, I just want to be on the beach, looking at the ocean, with three of my favorite people beside me. I cant wait!
OH MY GOSH
O.k, so I just got up to use the restroom, and theres this fish that is behind me, I dont know if I've talked about him yet, but I decided to name him Gus. Well, as I walking to go to the bathroom, I just saw that Gus died. Wow, the ladies just took him and put him the ladies bathroom in the hall, "a burial at sea" is what they called it. They're nuts. But they sure are funny.
Wont be hearing from me for a bit, I leave for Char-town tommorow. Be back Sunday, PEACE!
"I like my clothes to be tight enough to show I'm a woman... but loose enough to show I'm a lady"-Mae West
I miss Corrina. I dont really get to talk to her that much, especially that my phone is not working anymore, and I just miss her. I got a letter from her that almost made me cry. I just, gosh, I want to be able to just drive over to her house, and sit down and tell her all these things that are in my life right now, but I cant. I wish I could, but shes up there, and I'm here...still.
Things with Jeff are good. Hes a wonderful person, and I enjoy spending time with him so much. It's just, I dont know what it is about being intimate with someone, I cant, I just cant. I'm not even talking about sex, I'm talking about any sort of lovey dovey expression, I just cant do it.I dont want to do it. Dont get me wrong, there are times that he looks at me and I want to just jump on him! I"ve been told that its completely normal to feel that way after what I've experienced. So, I'm just going with what everyone else has told me.
I think the Charleston trip will be a good one. Me, Nicole, Jeff and Shannon are going down to Char-town to get some pent up City air out of our lungs....I want no...slash that.... I NEED to go to the beach, I dont care if it rains the whole time, I just want to be on the beach, looking at the ocean, with three of my favorite people beside me. I cant wait!
OH MY GOSH
O.k, so I just got up to use the restroom, and theres this fish that is behind me, I dont know if I've talked about him yet, but I decided to name him Gus. Well, as I walking to go to the bathroom, I just saw that Gus died. Wow, the ladies just took him and put him the ladies bathroom in the hall, "a burial at sea" is what they called it. They're nuts. But they sure are funny.
Wont be hearing from me for a bit, I leave for Char-town tommorow. Be back Sunday, PEACE!
"I like my clothes to be tight enough to show I'm a woman... but loose enough to show I'm a lady"-Mae West