HARD HEADED WOMAN & A SOFT HEARTED MAN
dignified
indigenous
revolutionary
warrior
so i attended a pow wow this weekend where my inmate lover was. bad move. i've gotten myself emotionally invested. without security eyes he tried to touch me as much as he could. everytime he touched me i stepped back out of his reach. i tried to break it down to him that it had nothing to do with me. i was just female. and it's been a long time for him. and that when he's out he will meet so many women. he wasn't having any of it. he told me that he didn't care about other women, that i was what he wanted, what he was striving for. at the end of the night he told me that he was willing to lay himself on the line and put all his eggs in one basket. my basket apparently. i told him he was being unrealistic. i think i've had to say this a thousand times.
i also had a psycho native lady after me. she had her claws in my bro and was not having me interfering. bad scene. i gave him one minute when i was leaving to finally talk to me alone. one minute was all he was getting. unfortunately for him his psycho lady ruined that for him. his loss.
bad thought enter my head on a regular basis. i'm threatening myself and my career. i'm falling for shit i should know better about. but i can't help wanting something that is clearly not worth it. dangerous water baby.
indigenous
revolutionary
warrior
so i attended a pow wow this weekend where my inmate lover was. bad move. i've gotten myself emotionally invested. without security eyes he tried to touch me as much as he could. everytime he touched me i stepped back out of his reach. i tried to break it down to him that it had nothing to do with me. i was just female. and it's been a long time for him. and that when he's out he will meet so many women. he wasn't having any of it. he told me that he didn't care about other women, that i was what he wanted, what he was striving for. at the end of the night he told me that he was willing to lay himself on the line and put all his eggs in one basket. my basket apparently. i told him he was being unrealistic. i think i've had to say this a thousand times.
i also had a psycho native lady after me. she had her claws in my bro and was not having me interfering. bad scene. i gave him one minute when i was leaving to finally talk to me alone. one minute was all he was getting. unfortunately for him his psycho lady ruined that for him. his loss.
bad thought enter my head on a regular basis. i'm threatening myself and my career. i'm falling for shit i should know better about. but i can't help wanting something that is clearly not worth it. dangerous water baby.