i dont wanna be here anymore.
i hate this island.
i hate stuff.
i dont even know.
blah.

im making a new journal.
i must.
i dont like this one.
however, i may still use it sometimes. who knows.
ill put the new one in here when i figure it all out.

http://www.picturetrail.com/shutupandbreathe <-NYC & random

http://www.picturetrail.com/gallery/view?p=6&uid=1893825& <-florida, senior trip and random ( Read more... )

"Death is always on the way, but the fact that you don't know when it will arrive seems to take away from the finiteness of life. It's that terrible precision that we hate so much. But because we don't know, we get to think of life as an inexhaustible well. Yet everything happens only a certain number of times, and a very small number, really. ( Read more... )

so i just got home from babysitting like 20 mins ago. and this girl is "slightly autistic" but shes a handful. i dont know, its hard but i guess i'll learn a lot from it. its so weird cause like we learned so much about autism in college ed psych and watched like a billion movies on it, and its all coming back to me now. and its so sad, just ( Read more... )

went to church yesterday, bleh, with val and laura. then went to applebees with laura and then met up with michelle, jen and nikki at some party in ronkonkoma. it was fun. today i did nothing really, watched tv and napped. i started actaully doing homework at like 7 then ate dinner and im still doing it but i need a break. i called shana before ( Read more... )

i think im gunna start updating again, like a normal person. yesterday i worked 5-10 then me, laura and amanda were gunna hang out but we ended up not, so laura and val came over and we did nothing for a bit, then we went to wendys, of course. kerrie, shana and pope showed up and val and shana broke into wendys and did whatever it is that they do ( Read more... )

everyone is leaving so soon ( Read more... )

http://pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/shutupandbreathe/my_photos

picturesss

hello kids

i want a new journal but im lazy