SOME THINGS
ugh. i have to start making lists or i'm going to forget everything i need to do in the near future. or get so overwhelmed by it i shut down.
- FIGURE OUT COLLEGE. i am so torn. i don't know if i want to start in jan. or just wait til next fall, or where do i want to transfer, or do i just want to wait for art school til fall OR WHAT. i think i really need to just go starting jan. but thennn that brings me to...
- GET A CAR. i'm so upset at the amount of money i don't want to spend on a new car when MY CAR WAS FUCKING EPIC WHY DO I DO DUMB SHIT LIKE CRASH.
- JOB?! okay so i have one, but i need to start working a lot more because well. i would like to have the money. must talk to uncle about hours. need more.
- TRIP TO SPAIN. oh my god. okay. within the next seven months i need to just. prepare. look shit up. talk to aunt about going. WHY THE FUCK DID I THINK IT WOULD BE A GOOD IDEA TO WALK 500 MILES. ahhh, it is, it is, i just. have so much to do.
- BURNING MAN. i don't even know if going this year is logical because that's money i probably wont have after spain, anyway, and i'll probably just get home and then get in the car and drive to nevada. but i waaaant. so bad. we'll see!
- WHY DO I BUY BOOKS SO MUCH? i need to read them. read. a lot more.
- I HAVE AN EASEL. I NEED TO START USING IT AGAIN.
i'm thinking art classes at the jc for jan, just so i'm doing something. i don't know if i'm going to do spring quarter, because leaving for spain and all might not work out with finals, and i don't want to deal with the hassle because i'll just pick spain and i don't want to waste the money.
but then i'd need a portfolio for art school. so maybe just coming back after spain and possibly burning man and sticking to the jc art classes while i build up a portfolio for it would be best, and then using my credits to transfer, hopefully.
why oh why did i suck so bad in high school? D:
- FIGURE OUT COLLEGE. i am so torn. i don't know if i want to start in jan. or just wait til next fall, or where do i want to transfer, or do i just want to wait for art school til fall OR WHAT. i think i really need to just go starting jan. but thennn that brings me to...
- GET A CAR. i'm so upset at the amount of money i don't want to spend on a new car when MY CAR WAS FUCKING EPIC WHY DO I DO DUMB SHIT LIKE CRASH.
- JOB?! okay so i have one, but i need to start working a lot more because well. i would like to have the money. must talk to uncle about hours. need more.
- TRIP TO SPAIN. oh my god. okay. within the next seven months i need to just. prepare. look shit up. talk to aunt about going. WHY THE FUCK DID I THINK IT WOULD BE A GOOD IDEA TO WALK 500 MILES. ahhh, it is, it is, i just. have so much to do.
- BURNING MAN. i don't even know if going this year is logical because that's money i probably wont have after spain, anyway, and i'll probably just get home and then get in the car and drive to nevada. but i waaaant. so bad. we'll see!
- WHY DO I BUY BOOKS SO MUCH? i need to read them. read. a lot more.
- I HAVE AN EASEL. I NEED TO START USING IT AGAIN.
i'm thinking art classes at the jc for jan, just so i'm doing something. i don't know if i'm going to do spring quarter, because leaving for spain and all might not work out with finals, and i don't want to deal with the hassle because i'll just pick spain and i don't want to waste the money.
but then i'd need a portfolio for art school. so maybe just coming back after spain and possibly burning man and sticking to the jc art classes while i build up a portfolio for it would be best, and then using my credits to transfer, hopefully.
why oh why did i suck so bad in high school? D: