Apr 12, 2005 22:06
my bm is over. i cant believe it. it feels like it was a dream. it feels like.... a puppy i had 4 a lil while died. i never thought it would cum n go. i no im dramatic, but that was like wat i did when i didnt want 2 deal w/ppl or just life. now i have no excuse n have 2 live. ugh,it was my life 4 a bit, n now its just a memory. w.e, ill get over it.i am goin 2 nyc on friday w/marah, n im excited. i really am. every1 @ my bm siad i looked really pretty @ my bm n i thought i did. but now i cant found the pretty. mayb itll turn up. lol, ttyl, goin 2 look 4 it
luv,
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