WTF IS WRONG WITH THE WORLD
it isnt fair. it doesnt make sense. I mean, i juts read izzy's lj, n it just breaks my heart. Thats a life, gone. DReams, goals, ideas, disappeared. HOw can ppl think about normal things when this is going on. Im protected. I live in a rich suburb where nothing happens. I dont live in NYC n wouldnt even consider drinking or smoking or doing ne drugs. From what i no, the stories a lot different 4 my friends in NYC. No 1 can b protected, even here. Just last night, this grl in my grade, 1 of the SWEETEST grls ive meet, was almost kidnapped. sum guys followed her 2 her house and tried to kidnap her. I dont no how she escaped but thats terrible. THis might go away 4 me in a few days or mayb weeks, but not 4 her. she will NEVER feel safe again, cuz even in a safe town like sudbury, u cant b safe. N its not like the kid in Izzy's skool, there was NOTHING ne1 could have done, bcuz the best thing that could have been done happened, im asssuming. She defended herself, but she'll still live with that fear 4ever. Its NEVER safe, which is beyond a reality check. How can I live my life normally, not thinking about the destruction and the death when its all around me??? i had a lj entry about Jeff Weise, the kid who committed the shooting of i think 9 ppl. His mom was in a hospital with brian damage from a car accident. His father committed suicide when he was 13 or 14!!!! Our age, i wouldnt b able 2 survive if my dad committed suicide!!!!! THats unimaginable!!!! How could ppl not c this depressed kid was full of hate???? Y DIDNT NE1 FUCKING DO NETHING?????? Y THE FUCK AM I THE ONLY 1 BREAKING DOWN ABOUT THIS???????????
I JUST DONT GET IT
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I JUST DONT GET IT
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