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[idamis]

so i had my surgery yesterday and the only time my mouth really hurts is when i laugh or smile. other than that it's not too bad. well acutally i have no idea if it hurts because i'm on vicadin...and i am SO out of it. like i feel like i am floating on a cloud. everytime i get up i feel like i'm going to just fly off the ground. it's SUCH a weird feeling. i've never had this feeling before because i was too young to take it; they just told me to take advil. so yeah. i've been really out of it. my mind is just really slow and i can tell that i'm just really slow right now; just really relaxed- which i never am so i guess that's kinda good seeing as i never let myself relax. i've been working on my message design project all day but still, i'm just so relaxed. these drugs though have been giving me really weird dreams. like i had a dream that TJ asked me out on a date...and our date was followed by a visit to President Bush where we just hung out with him for like 2 hours. i can't even explain how out of it i feel. katie was laughing at me on the phone today because i guess i sound all drugged up haha. and when kels and tj came to visit they were laughing at me because i was just acting weird. so wow. it's sunday.

oh and i'm pretty sure i'm set on my decision for this summer. but don't ask me about it. it stresses me out.

okay, i'm going back into heatherland. i have to take my meds again soon....