I dont want to go to school
I woke up around 2:30 this morning and I tried to go back to sleep for about an hour and I could'nt so I went down stairs and ate a bowel of chocolate Lucky Charms and then I smoked a cigeratte and listened to Stained untill around 5:30 and so I got ready for school and here I am now with 23 minutes to spare untill the big yellow bus comes and picks me up. I feel better today but also remember that I have'nt taken my adderall yet. I am verry emtional, especially since I am supposed to start ragging soon. My ragg is late but I'm starting to cramp so it's on it's happy fucking way. Anyways the main reason why I woke up is because I had another gay dream about Stephen or should I say nightmare. I can't remeber but bits and pieces but thats alright. I don't want to remember. Nothing about him in that matter. Well I am gonna go brush my toofers and get my shoes on. I will see you all in a bit. Love ~Megan~ (p.s...I'm sorry about yesterday. I did'nt mean to break down like that.)