Today is just today
I am sitting here in 2nd block. Zoneing out on my adderall once again. Today is not as good as yesterday but thats alright. I'm still standing without tears. If that means anything at all. I am realy hungry but once again i can't eat because of this being drugged up deal. Adderall is an appetite depressent and it makes me sick to eat. But my tummy keeps growling and I feel like i am going to throw up. I don't know. I don't want to go home because it's like a suicidal box. I hate it. The emptiness. My gosh when will a physco killer come kill me? If only..... if only I was'nt addicted. Fuck this shit. All I am doing is feeling sorry for myself. So ya know what just let it go. I'm gonna go finish writting Cindy a letter and Jordan needs the computer to find a ringtone for his phone. Love always ~Meg~