i need structure
i wish i was on a normal schedule. my stomach aches now and i think it's because i ate supper at 10 tonight. i woke up in desperate need of water, ran upstairs and downed a bottle, definately too much salt for supper.
today i work at 1 which isn't bad but then later in the week i have a day that is from 6 in the morning until 8 at night. i want another job but i can't have one unless i was working nights because the catering schedule varies so much.
so i might be joining the navy in a couple years, maybe sooner than later. besides some form of stability, it will give me the structure lacking in my life. i have no other reasons for joining though.
maybe this is just another rash phase i'm going through. so much lately has that been happenening. i feel i have no control over my emotions or thought process lately. something needs to change.
today i work at 1 which isn't bad but then later in the week i have a day that is from 6 in the morning until 8 at night. i want another job but i can't have one unless i was working nights because the catering schedule varies so much.
so i might be joining the navy in a couple years, maybe sooner than later. besides some form of stability, it will give me the structure lacking in my life. i have no other reasons for joining though.
maybe this is just another rash phase i'm going through. so much lately has that been happenening. i feel i have no control over my emotions or thought process lately. something needs to change.