i love you jessca
well tonight i've been missing people a lot. and i've come to realize i need to get my ass to california for more than a couple of reasons. well not just cali, but that whole side of the states. i need a new life. i need a new start. i feel as if this place is eating at me more and more each day. i envision shit everytime i walk through my door. i know he will not be sitting in that chair. why do i always wish that he might be. i miss him. i miss how it used to be.