Jun 21, 2005 23:49
isnt it funny
how memories of other people can be so faded in your memory
but sometimes those memories of you stay vivid in the memories of other people?
it's insanity
i got a call from an ex tonight
adam
and i was half asleep so i didnt answer it
but he said that his boss has the exact same laugh as me
and it thought that was the funniest thing
and i thought to myself "wow, he remembers how i laugh..."
i mean, i dont remember how he laughs
probably because i dont think he did
but regardless
he remembers how I laugh
i have a wierd bite on my arm
the clown man from circle k said it was a spidey bite
silly clown man
trix are for kids
its hard when i need someone so bad
but since someone else needs me
my needs are swept under the carpet
with the rest of the dirt, dust and trash
tracey, i miss you
get your ass here
and spend some alone time with me
because im not gonna see you for a long time
and i want to be us one last time before you move
because you never know
if its gonna be the last time
you never shoved me under the bed
with all the old shit you didnt want anymore
all the stuff that has no place gets thrown in a box, and lost under the bed, or in the attic
that saddens me because that's how i feel lately
but i know you wouldnt do that to me
through all our ups and downs
i'm glad we've stuck together
i apoligize for all that i've said/done to possible hurt you
i just need you move than ever
i need to drive around aimlessly
getting into trouble, having adventures
it hurts a lot to know that those times will be so far and few between
from now on
they already are...so scarce
and i want you to know that it breaks my heart
more than any guy has
more than other friends have
losing you cuts deep
real deep
and i hate it
makes a lumpy lump in my throat
so c'mon now
spend some marci-tracey time
we always ran away from everyone to do that
so lets run away again
let's go....