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It's a new year and I'm going to try to be strong and live differently, more artistically, more me despite what other people might think of me if my impulse tells me to act very strange. It's what I've felt for a while but I have been slowly progressing in the right direction for a long while. I have some ideas and some inspiration now to make better jumps now. Maybe they'll work, maybe they won't.
I have had an amazing year despite this underlying problem that I described. Really I think it only exists in my head now that I feel better than a few hours ago. I won't bother to round up the year like I usually do because I think the few entries I wrote probably hit the high points, namely: DENMARK and the folkhojskole crew, and HITCHHIKING thru America. Back at rowan things have been pretty good as well, had some really fun nights such as the BBQ/1st blacklightparty, and the 2 nights I met girls I'd be hooking up with heh.
The past week has been great...was in Vermont with 6 of the other hojskolers (including 2 Danes!) ...and this was a much better reunion for me than the last one...went hiking and skiing and throwing rocks in a lake and playing chinese checkers. and then was in NYC at my friends place with 3 Germans for New years and a day before and after...saw a 3D movie, went to bars of course, was hanging out in a garden with some amazing strangers that were jamming and such. My German friend is about to go back home and I'm gonna miss her soo much! Will be in the city again the next 2 days to hang out more with her and her 2 friends that came by to visit before they all go back!
What sucks is my car broke down for good and it was all my fault!!! Very dumb mistake and I really loved that vehicle like no other and I will be without my own car for quite a while but maybe it will help me learn to take care of things a little better.
I have had an amazing year despite this underlying problem that I described. Really I think it only exists in my head now that I feel better than a few hours ago. I won't bother to round up the year like I usually do because I think the few entries I wrote probably hit the high points, namely: DENMARK and the folkhojskole crew, and HITCHHIKING thru America. Back at rowan things have been pretty good as well, had some really fun nights such as the BBQ/1st blacklightparty, and the 2 nights I met girls I'd be hooking up with heh.
The past week has been great...was in Vermont with 6 of the other hojskolers (including 2 Danes!) ...and this was a much better reunion for me than the last one...went hiking and skiing and throwing rocks in a lake and playing chinese checkers. and then was in NYC at my friends place with 3 Germans for New years and a day before and after...saw a 3D movie, went to bars of course, was hanging out in a garden with some amazing strangers that were jamming and such. My German friend is about to go back home and I'm gonna miss her soo much! Will be in the city again the next 2 days to hang out more with her and her 2 friends that came by to visit before they all go back!
What sucks is my car broke down for good and it was all my fault!!! Very dumb mistake and I really loved that vehicle like no other and I will be without my own car for quite a while but maybe it will help me learn to take care of things a little better.