Much Ado About Nothing
Last night was better I went to bed on time well at least by 1:00am. And I know I said I wouldn't talk to him, but I gave in as I usually do. It was a good conversation. We've also decided we need somewhat of a break from each other, because our conversations are tending to get too heated. So he told me some good news, they have his choice of graduate level coursework available at University of Texas in Austin, so I'm excited but I won't get too overworked up about it, just in case he finds something else. I would really really really like him to come down here. I just hope things between us are settled, because I can't keep doing the whole late night upsetting conversations between each other. His student loans are going to be ginormous when he's done. If he continues to take $10,000 each year until he's done with his Ph.D. it'll be hard to swallow. Well we'll see what happens. I'm going back to the hotel to work tomorrow. I'm excited because it gives me something to do and working there isn't that hard at all. I just have to learn their operating system. No wonder everyone wants to work front desk. I'm hoping to have a handle on that stuff that way if need be I can cover shifts on my own without a babysitter. I'm getting paid but not as much as I would like to, but my parents said they were going to give me money ontop of that so whatever I make there is really for me to keep. I think I'll let John keep that camera so he can constantly send me pics, because there is this other one that I want and I can use my money from my paychecks to buy it. It may take a couple of months or so. I also want to buy a PS2 because I love alot of the games on there, but with the release of the PS3 I'm wondering if I should hold off and buy that instead.....hmm..dilemmas. I really want it for the Need for Speed, Gran Turismo, and Monkey Ball games. But often I wonder if I'd be better off getting a game cube because I love Mario games and the Donkey Kongas. Decisions decisions. I yelled at Yana for buying her camera at Circuit City I was like hey you should have gone to Best Buy!! Silly girl. Anyways I'm off to go hang out with my mom. It's a better day than yesterday that's for sure!