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oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, they are either going to kick me out or repeat the first year.
it's only the first semester and i have fucked things up already.
to top it all off i'm a freak.
i feel sick to the stomach, why am i so fatally flawed, why can't i just snap out of it? i'm ninetenn now so it's not even like i have any excuses left.
birthday was non eventful and i am scared stiff that i truly am an adult. i have no one as a safety blanket anymore and scares me shitless. am so insecure.
anyways hope everyone have a merry christmas and happy year.
may it bring all the joy that it's supposed to.
shall be seeing my new year in backwater india. hopefully i shall return in one piece....political strife and yet we are still going?! the world has utterly gone mad.
must be positive though...my new years resolution is to trun my life around. i hope i stick to it.
everyone take care :)
it's only the first semester and i have fucked things up already.
to top it all off i'm a freak.
i feel sick to the stomach, why am i so fatally flawed, why can't i just snap out of it? i'm ninetenn now so it's not even like i have any excuses left.
birthday was non eventful and i am scared stiff that i truly am an adult. i have no one as a safety blanket anymore and scares me shitless. am so insecure.
anyways hope everyone have a merry christmas and happy year.
may it bring all the joy that it's supposed to.
shall be seeing my new year in backwater india. hopefully i shall return in one piece....political strife and yet we are still going?! the world has utterly gone mad.
must be positive though...my new years resolution is to trun my life around. i hope i stick to it.
everyone take care :)