.Overflowing.
I now know why they say that artists/ artisans need a lot of stimulus to get their creative juices flowing. When the body is so tensed that you can feel every fibre of your being trembling, when your emotions are clawing to get out of you, when there is no one you can tell it to, it overflows. It shows up in everything you do. You want to express it so bad, because the feeling is so intense that you feel that if you kept it inside of you any longer, you will go insane. It overflows into a piece of writing, a piece of music, a work of art etc. And when that happens for the first time, they say that your expression matures. I don’t particularly like it. But I understand it now.