Meh.
Hi. Happy Mother's Day to all the mommies. I just had a nice visit with my mom.
I've been reluctant to write because I am so afraid of my real feelings lately. I'm starting to hate my job (as usual) and I feel like I can't make all the pieces fit. In order to see Mike and have a healthy relationship with him, I need to find a 9-5. I am looking for some type of reception work. I've been dreaming of becoming a dog groomer but I don't know where to start with that either.
Mike and I are so testy and short with each other because we're stressed. We never see each other and it's tough on our relationship. I was promoted at work and only weeks later, my boss quit. So now I'm running things, and I want to pull my hair out. I have no official title change to replace her, but I'm still doing all that work.
I am making a promise to myself to do something conducive to a healthy life. Healthier anyway.
This is why I don't update though... I just whine the whole time.
I've been reluctant to write because I am so afraid of my real feelings lately. I'm starting to hate my job (as usual) and I feel like I can't make all the pieces fit. In order to see Mike and have a healthy relationship with him, I need to find a 9-5. I am looking for some type of reception work. I've been dreaming of becoming a dog groomer but I don't know where to start with that either.
Mike and I are so testy and short with each other because we're stressed. We never see each other and it's tough on our relationship. I was promoted at work and only weeks later, my boss quit. So now I'm running things, and I want to pull my hair out. I have no official title change to replace her, but I'm still doing all that work.
I am making a promise to myself to do something conducive to a healthy life. Healthier anyway.
This is why I don't update though... I just whine the whole time.