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I want to go on a fast. Whenever I'm sick and don't end up eating for a few days, when I become healthy again I sort of have to 'wean' myself back onto food. If I haven't eaten food for a few days, the sight of it and the thought of consuming it makes me feel sick.
I miss that feeling.
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I was just thinking about the three weeks I spent in the hospital when everyday, all I'd eat was a vending machine icecream sandwich + a buttered bun from the cafeteria that my mom would bring me, if anything at all.
:(......
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It's 1:01 and I haven't eaten anything yet. I won't give in to dinner like last night. :( I'm not going to do my Psychology project. I'm just going to tell my Psychology teacher I've been way too stressed out lately and I'm confused about what to do and apologize and try not to cry and pray to God that she doesn't call my parents. I don't want to fail this class. :(
I miss that feeling.
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I was just thinking about the three weeks I spent in the hospital when everyday, all I'd eat was a vending machine icecream sandwich + a buttered bun from the cafeteria that my mom would bring me, if anything at all.
:(......
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It's 1:01 and I haven't eaten anything yet. I won't give in to dinner like last night. :( I'm not going to do my Psychology project. I'm just going to tell my Psychology teacher I've been way too stressed out lately and I'm confused about what to do and apologize and try not to cry and pray to God that she doesn't call my parents. I don't want to fail this class. :(