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I'm done with letting food control me. I will decide what goes in my body.
My parents just told me we might be going for dinner out at their friend's farm - whenever we do there's always SO much food. I don't want to go!! :( If they do try and make me eat it, maybe I can just feed it to their dogs...
Man I really need to get started on my Psychology project..........................it needs to be all done today, or I probably fail Psychology. But I'm freaking out because all I can think about is food and drawing and.... I don't know. I had 2 months to do it and I left it 'til the last minute. :( I'm so nervous. I'm afraid I'll go to school tomorrow, have a panic attack and not even go to Psychology. I don't want that to happen. A couple of years ago I would only go to school maybe once a week because I was always so 'anxious', yet somehow I passed with straight A's? I don't know.
I want this year to be better. I moved to my Dad's so I'd be happier. I am, but not enough it seems.
Oh yeah, I forgot. Last night when I got offline, I picked up my glass of water and it slipped through my fingers somehow. It broke, and I cut my finger. :(
Aaand... I only own 2 pairs of pants (I'm a skirt person), and I'm wearing one pair and they feel so loose now! I remember they used to be really tight at my hips, but now they're actually loose on me... ahhhh.. :)
My parents just told me we might be going for dinner out at their friend's farm - whenever we do there's always SO much food. I don't want to go!! :( If they do try and make me eat it, maybe I can just feed it to their dogs...
Man I really need to get started on my Psychology project..........................it needs to be all done today, or I probably fail Psychology. But I'm freaking out because all I can think about is food and drawing and.... I don't know. I had 2 months to do it and I left it 'til the last minute. :( I'm so nervous. I'm afraid I'll go to school tomorrow, have a panic attack and not even go to Psychology. I don't want that to happen. A couple of years ago I would only go to school maybe once a week because I was always so 'anxious', yet somehow I passed with straight A's? I don't know.
I want this year to be better. I moved to my Dad's so I'd be happier. I am, but not enough it seems.
Oh yeah, I forgot. Last night when I got offline, I picked up my glass of water and it slipped through my fingers somehow. It broke, and I cut my finger. :(
Aaand... I only own 2 pairs of pants (I'm a skirt person), and I'm wearing one pair and they feel so loose now! I remember they used to be really tight at my hips, but now they're actually loose on me... ahhhh.. :)