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Whenever I go over my limit, I always feel like just saying 'fuck it' and stuffing my face. :( I didn't do that today, though...
Today I wasn't gonna eat lunch, but I had to because my friend dragged me to her grandmother's house with her. I only had a little bit of soup, but still... :( I'm not going to eat anything else today, if I can help it. I am going to start planning out my days' foods to the smallest detail, and I will not deviate from my list.
Here's what I've eaten today.... ._.'
Breakfast:
1 apple kabob (they were soft and gross haha..) - 25cals
Lunch:
1 small bowl of homemade beef noodle soup (I didn't eat it all, just mostly the broth) - ??cals
1 small buttered bun - ??cals
1 piece of deli ham - ??cals
Snack1:
2 fun-size smarties packs - 50cals (Keren practically shoved them in my face)
1/2 kitkat fun size - 50cals (jeez...)
Snack2 x_X:
2 thin pieces of homemade bread - ??cals
4 thin slices deli ham - ??cals (I'll calculate it when I can)
Jesus I feel so full and so FAT right now. But I'm wearing a skirt that didn't fit me a few months ago, which makes me feel a little better... not much, though. :(
My Dad picked me up from school for once, and as he was driving he told me my stepsister wanted 'her' lunchbox back or something. She sold it to me for 2 dollars like a year ago, 'cause she was gonna sell it at our yardsale but nobody bought it. It's my Little Mermaid lunchbox. :/ I don't want to give it back to her, this isn't fair!! ;_;
This weekend I will make a meal plan, and stick to it. I will not let food control me.
Today I wasn't gonna eat lunch, but I had to because my friend dragged me to her grandmother's house with her. I only had a little bit of soup, but still... :( I'm not going to eat anything else today, if I can help it. I am going to start planning out my days' foods to the smallest detail, and I will not deviate from my list.
Here's what I've eaten today.... ._.'
Breakfast:
1 apple kabob (they were soft and gross haha..) - 25cals
Lunch:
1 small bowl of homemade beef noodle soup (I didn't eat it all, just mostly the broth) - ??cals
1 small buttered bun - ??cals
1 piece of deli ham - ??cals
Snack1:
2 fun-size smarties packs - 50cals (Keren practically shoved them in my face)
1/2 kitkat fun size - 50cals (jeez...)
Snack2 x_X:
2 thin pieces of homemade bread - ??cals
4 thin slices deli ham - ??cals (I'll calculate it when I can)
Jesus I feel so full and so FAT right now. But I'm wearing a skirt that didn't fit me a few months ago, which makes me feel a little better... not much, though. :(
My Dad picked me up from school for once, and as he was driving he told me my stepsister wanted 'her' lunchbox back or something. She sold it to me for 2 dollars like a year ago, 'cause she was gonna sell it at our yardsale but nobody bought it. It's my Little Mermaid lunchbox. :/ I don't want to give it back to her, this isn't fair!! ;_;
This weekend I will make a meal plan, and stick to it. I will not let food control me.