why can't I ever remember anything?
I can't believe that I forgot about the Japanese "end of year bash". It was today at 2:30, and here I am sitting here at 3:30 feeling like a sleep deprived retard. Granted it kind of sucked last year, but it was one of my last chances to see some of the people that are leaving to go back to Japan because they are no longer exchange students. I feel like I'm going to cry. I've been an increasingly bad friend lately. I think that I need to stop being such a hermit and actually make more of an effort to be social with people that I actually give a damn about. Especially the ones that will be harder to see in the future. Arrrgh.