Just Enjoy The Process
Finally I managed to make my very post here! I don’t expect this will feel sooo good. I always tried to hold my desire to post something here because I had something more important to do.
That “more important” thing was called my thesis research. Whenever I typed something to post, my little heart always told me,
“What are you doing? You better do your thesis report than post something useless here. Moreover, nobody’s gonna read it. Go finished your report!”
Then I closed my browser and opened my thesis folder.
I had struggled on my thesis for more than one year. It was a very hard time. Riding my motorbike form 10 am to 17 pm in a industrial area just to find out where is the workshop of the company willing to provide some welded steels for my research. I also get scolded by the welding inspector there because he thought I was a salesgirl. But, we became a good friend in the end.
I also had to take those welded steels to the lab by a bus. I had 5 plates, each plate is about 5 Kg. So, it was quite heavy. No, it was veerrryyyy heavyyy.. I felt like out of breath when I moved those plates from one place to another place. It also left some bruises on my belly. I also had a time when I feel like to give up because because my simulation always failed.
But, all those hard times had tought me what is hardwork, discipline, patience, and many more.
I have one favorite thinking of mine
“At first, we are just like a graphite, brittle. But at a very high pressure and temperature for a long periode we can be like a diamond, though and shine.”
Both graphite and diamond are carbon. What makes they different are the process how they formed. At first we may know nothing and people may look down at us. But after we faced the hardship awaited us, we will become a more valuabe and great person.
So, whoever and whenever you are, who is about to give up on your work, school, or anything else. Face all the obstacles and do your best.
And now, I feel so blessed because I got a satisfy score on my thesis presentation. I answered all the judge’s questions smoothly. It was because i try to handle my nervousness. Once I let my nervousness controll me, I might end up like a fool in front of the judges.
All I wanna say is thanks God for everything you has given to me. Thanks for always surround me with a good people. Especially friend who always cheer me up and lecturer who are not just give me advise on research but also life lessons. Thank you for sent me to a wonderful familly also. Mother, father, sister, Grandpa, Grandma, and aunty who always support me.
Well, I think I should end this boring and useless post because I still have poster and paper await me.
Unofficially graduated as metallurgy engineer
That “more important” thing was called my thesis research. Whenever I typed something to post, my little heart always told me,
“What are you doing? You better do your thesis report than post something useless here. Moreover, nobody’s gonna read it. Go finished your report!”
Then I closed my browser and opened my thesis folder.
I had struggled on my thesis for more than one year. It was a very hard time. Riding my motorbike form 10 am to 17 pm in a industrial area just to find out where is the workshop of the company willing to provide some welded steels for my research. I also get scolded by the welding inspector there because he thought I was a salesgirl. But, we became a good friend in the end.
I also had to take those welded steels to the lab by a bus. I had 5 plates, each plate is about 5 Kg. So, it was quite heavy. No, it was veerrryyyy heavyyy.. I felt like out of breath when I moved those plates from one place to another place. It also left some bruises on my belly. I also had a time when I feel like to give up because because my simulation always failed.
But, all those hard times had tought me what is hardwork, discipline, patience, and many more.
I have one favorite thinking of mine
“At first, we are just like a graphite, brittle. But at a very high pressure and temperature for a long periode we can be like a diamond, though and shine.”
Both graphite and diamond are carbon. What makes they different are the process how they formed. At first we may know nothing and people may look down at us. But after we faced the hardship awaited us, we will become a more valuabe and great person.
So, whoever and whenever you are, who is about to give up on your work, school, or anything else. Face all the obstacles and do your best.
And now, I feel so blessed because I got a satisfy score on my thesis presentation. I answered all the judge’s questions smoothly. It was because i try to handle my nervousness. Once I let my nervousness controll me, I might end up like a fool in front of the judges.
All I wanna say is thanks God for everything you has given to me. Thanks for always surround me with a good people. Especially friend who always cheer me up and lecturer who are not just give me advise on research but also life lessons. Thank you for sent me to a wonderful familly also. Mother, father, sister, Grandpa, Grandma, and aunty who always support me.
Well, I think I should end this boring and useless post because I still have poster and paper await me.
Unofficially graduated as metallurgy engineer