Alone
I am alone.
I admit I can be aloof.
But I also feel lonely when alone.
I could just ask.
But I couldn't.
(Couldn't would be a rather controversial word.)
The current situation does not permit it.
My pride would not let me ask.
Insecurities hinder me from doing so.
Or it might be denial in accepting a fact.
Maybe, just maybe...
I am alone.
~ written some days ago
not exactly what I'm feeling today
posted after some mulling over