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So Marc is officially driving me insane, I can't stand him--he's so...annoying..he talks about our lives together in the future like we're going to have a future...you'd think that since he's older, he's more mature...but I'd say exactly the opposite...It's horrible, and he just won't seem to go away...
School is going pretty well, I'm doing well in my classes, and there haven't been any major blowups...its laid back, and i've started looking at colleges....I'm strongly considering Alabama University..because it's awesome and beautiful and amazing and big....and I need to go to a big school...I don't want everyone there to know me, or me to know everyone else...
Swimming is alright..I LEARNED HOW TO SWIM BREASTSTROKE...for all of you that don't follow swimming well...after swimming competitively for 12 years, you should be able to swim every stroke well....and now...i can finally swim it...legally!!!
I started talking to my Ryan again...My old Ryan..my adorably sweet, calls before he goes to bed just to say goodnight, knows everything about me and still listens to stupid stories, Ryan Messom...We're just friends...I still love him...It scares the shit out of me that I can still have some sort of feelings for this kid after months and months of not even really talking...But--it turns out that it's absolutely possible...Maybe its just best friends feelings...Yep..thats it...thats what its going to be...Because I said so.
I saw Tommy this weekend...We were back to our rediculous old selves...beating eachother up...and then...well...not....It was fun--I sorta miss him, the way we could just...be....but he's got a girlfriend now, and even if he did cheat on her a little bit--I'm not expecting anything big...
So that's my life...Nothing too exciting...But you got to play the hand you're dealt...
I'm going to the Celtics tomorrow night with Lynnie, Ryan and Lloyd! So excited!!
<3 Later..
School is going pretty well, I'm doing well in my classes, and there haven't been any major blowups...its laid back, and i've started looking at colleges....I'm strongly considering Alabama University..because it's awesome and beautiful and amazing and big....and I need to go to a big school...I don't want everyone there to know me, or me to know everyone else...
Swimming is alright..I LEARNED HOW TO SWIM BREASTSTROKE...for all of you that don't follow swimming well...after swimming competitively for 12 years, you should be able to swim every stroke well....and now...i can finally swim it...legally!!!
I started talking to my Ryan again...My old Ryan..my adorably sweet, calls before he goes to bed just to say goodnight, knows everything about me and still listens to stupid stories, Ryan Messom...We're just friends...I still love him...It scares the shit out of me that I can still have some sort of feelings for this kid after months and months of not even really talking...But--it turns out that it's absolutely possible...Maybe its just best friends feelings...Yep..thats it...thats what its going to be...Because I said so.
I saw Tommy this weekend...We were back to our rediculous old selves...beating eachother up...and then...well...not....It was fun--I sorta miss him, the way we could just...be....but he's got a girlfriend now, and even if he did cheat on her a little bit--I'm not expecting anything big...
So that's my life...Nothing too exciting...But you got to play the hand you're dealt...
I'm going to the Celtics tomorrow night with Lynnie, Ryan and Lloyd! So excited!!
<3 Later..