Mar 26, 2004 00:04
People say I know nothing about you.
That I am stupid, silly, desperate, or lame. Beacuse I love you, and we met over the internet.
I ache for your touch, yet I don't know what it feels like.
I ache for your kiss, yet I don't know what you taste like.
I ache for your form next to mine, yet I don't know what you feel like.
I want to touch you, run my hands over your face. Know your are not just a dream that I'll to soon wake up from.
I know your eyes are Hazel. I know you are 5 foot 10 inches. You are 195lbs, and you hate it, thought I love every pound. I know your birthday is Feb 2nd 1987. I know your favorite color is Dark blue, your Favorite movie is Resident Evil, and you own nearly all the Resident Evil games. Your favorite R.E character is Albert Wesker. I know about your cancer, I know about the scar. I know about your little brother, I know about your other two brothers. I know about your father, your worst fear, and the one thing you want most, is a family. I know you can't wait to be a father, I know how you sound at night before you fall asleep. I know your laughter, and I know that you cried when your rat died. I know how my name sounds whispered on your voice right before that moment. I know how you sound when you sing. I know you hate planes. Yet you are willing to ignore it to come see me, if I don't want to wait the three days it will take for your bus ride.
I know your favorite band, I know you'll give a homeless woman money. I know you'll defend a woman no matter who she is. I know your thoughts on marrage, Religion. I know that you are a Virgin. I know that you are not perfect.
I love you, because of everything I -do- know. Everything that I -will- know. I love you, because you arn't perfect. I love you because together we will be okay. I love you, and I will never give up on you, as long as I know you still love me. I know I love you, because I am willing to give you chance, after chance, untill you get it right. I know once you do, that it will be wonderful to be your woman. Your wife. And your childrens mother. I know I love you, because I know if I was to give up on you, I would be giving up on me, on us, on our promise. I would be giving up on love, and relationships. I will not give up on that, I cannot give up on you.
I know, you are sorry. You know you fucked up, you hurt me. I know you mean it when you say you love me. The plans you have made, the way you talk about me, the way you looked at Mac and told her your devotion for me.
All this, I believe in.. All this is the reason why I love you.
With you, I finally felt special..
"For better or for Worse"
I meant it, I do not care, if It wasn't in front of millions, or before God. What matters is I ment it, and I swore that to you. I have faith in you baby. I love you beyond anything else I have ever loved. I cant, and will not give up. Please, know this. Know how fragil love is, and know how damn lucky you are because I love you. I am one damn lucky woman that you love me. We are two very damn lucky people because we found each other so soon. Lets not loose that now.. not this soon. Not ever.
I love you Kenneth Garratt..
Forever I am your, I will love no Other.
To that I still hold true.
~ Forever Yours.
Autumn M A Garratt.
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