Hmm

Mar 13, 2004 16:34

Friendship. Funny how that word is used so damn loose.


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Through my tears and pain, ...you'll see the real me. says: (4:04:30 PM)
   You do know that Kenneth stole the saying '<3 X Infinity + 1' from me, when we were best friends?

Through my tears and pain, ...you'll see the real me. says: (4:04:53 PM)
   But yea, some fucking friend. -Flips you off, spits in your face and skips off.-

: | : Heartless.Ice.Bitch. : | : x| .<3's x Infinity + 1 = Kenneth & Autumn. |x says: (4:04:58 PM)
   Mmm He never claimed to own it.. or have come up with it, hun.

: | : Heartless.Ice.Bitch. : | : x| .<3's x Infinity + 1 = Kenneth & Autumn. |x says: (4:06:02 PM)
   *runs her fingers over the trail of saliva and pulls it away from her face before smirking* You know.. You should try -acting- your age...

Through my tears and pain, ...you'll see the real me. says: (4:06:16 PM)
   I do act my age.

Through my tears and pain, ...you'll see the real me. says: (4:06:22 PM)
   You should try it yourself, Autumn.

Through my tears and pain, ...you'll see the real me. says: (4:06:33 PM)
   It's sad, that you dwell over an internet relationship that will never become real life.

: | : Heartless.Ice.Bitch. : | : x| .<3's x Infinity + 1 = Kenneth & Autumn. |x says: (4:06:35 PM)
   who was the one that suddenly, for no reason turned on who>

: | : Heartless.Ice.Bitch. : | : x| .<3's x Infinity + 1 = Kenneth & Autumn. |x says: (4:06:37 PM)
   ?*

Through my tears and pain, ...you'll see the real me. says: (4:07:08 PM)
   It's sad, What with Kenneth talking about a road trip he was going to take this summer with Tannis, and how he had no intent on stopping in Alaska.

: | : Heartless.Ice.Bitch. : | : x| .<3's x Infinity + 1 = Kenneth & Autumn. |x says: (4:07:40 PM)
   Oh really. Nice how this suddenly comes to your mind.

: | : Heartless.Ice.Bitch. : | : x| .<3's x Infinity + 1 = Kenneth & Autumn. |x says: (4:09:27 PM)
   Anything else I -need- to know about Kenneth -suddenly- turning on me?

-Coughs on you.- Aren't I such a good friend? (Kelsey is sick, be nice to me.) says: (4:09:48 PM)
   I never said he turned on you.

-Coughs on you.- Aren't I such a good friend? (Kelsey is sick, be nice to me.) says: (4:09:55 PM)
   I just know that deep down Kenneth doesn't give a damn about you.

: | : Heartless.Ice.Bitch. : | : x| .<3's x Infinity + 1 = Kenneth & Autumn. |x says: (4:10:30 PM)
   Oh.. Has he told you this... more than once?

-Coughs on you.- Aren't I such a good friend? (Kelsey is sick, be nice to me.) says: (4:10:50 PM)
   I know it, I can just tell.

-Coughs on you.- Aren't I such a good friend? (Kelsey is sick, be nice to me.) says: (4:11:03 PM)
   But if he wants to force himself to believe that you make him happy so be it.

-Coughs on you.- Aren't I such a good friend? (Kelsey is sick, be nice to me.) says: (4:11:16 PM)
   All I care about is seeing him happy, because Ken's been through so much he deserves to be happy.

: | : Heartless.Ice.Bitch. : | : x| .<3's x Infinity + 1 = Kenneth & Autumn. |x says: (4:11:28 PM)
   damn, ever think about going into counciling? You seem to be able to read people so well.

-Coughs on you.- Aren't I such a good friend? (Kelsey is sick, be nice to me.) says: (4:11:36 PM)
   I stayed by his side for two years and I guess that means nothing now that he has you.

-Coughs on you.- Aren't I such a good friend? (Kelsey is sick, be nice to me.) says: (4:11:49 PM)
   Do you mean that sarcastically?

: | : Heartless.Ice.Bitch. : | : x| .<3's x Infinity + 1 = Kenneth & Autumn. |x says: (4:12:41 PM)
   Look. You expect me to be kind to you, seconds after you try to tell me, what Kenneth and I have, isn't real because *gaspeth* oh no, it was started over the internet. How you can simply -tell- he doesnt even care for me by his actions? words?

-Coughs on you.- Aren't I such a good friend? (Kelsey is sick, be nice to me.) says: (4:13:10 PM)
   I can tell because I -was- his best friend for two years Autumn.

: | : Heartless.Ice.Bitch. : | : x| .<3's x Infinity + 1 = Kenneth & Autumn. |x says: (4:13:24 PM)
   Spit in my face, flip me off. Turn a friendship away because suddenly Kenneth spends a little less time with you than he used to?.. Do you think i asked him to spend less time with his friends?

-Coughs on you.- Aren't I such a good friend? (Kelsey is sick, be nice to me.) says: (4:13:25 PM)
   I was there for him before he ever had cancer, and was after he came back from being so sick.

-Coughs on you.- Aren't I such a good friend? (Kelsey is sick, be nice to me.) says: (4:13:43 PM)
   .. Kenneth doesn't give one damn about me anymore..

-Coughs on you.- Aren't I such a good friend? (Kelsey is sick, be nice to me.) says: (4:13:54 PM)
   I used to be able to turn to him when I had problems and now he just ignores me ..

: | : Heartless.Ice.Bitch. : | : x| .<3's x Infinity + 1 = Kenneth & Autumn. |x says: (4:13:56 PM)
   Yes, I am the big bad girlfriend. Turning a man agenst the only friends that stood by him no matter what.

: | : Heartless.Ice.Bitch. : | : x| .<3's x Infinity + 1 = Kenneth & Autumn. |x says: (4:14:02 PM)
   Does that actually -sound- like me?

-Coughs on you.- Aren't I such a good friend? (Kelsey is sick, be nice to me.) says: (4:14:21 PM)
   I'll ask him an in depth question about something and he'll just say 'Yes' or something totally unrelated.

-Coughs on you.- Aren't I such a good friend? (Kelsey is sick, be nice to me.) says: (4:15:02 PM)
   Yea, It does.. Because you used to be a bitch to me, and for some godly unknown reason one day I started kissing your ass, and it was like I was a fucking bug to you, that you could care less about and kill in one second.

-Coughs on you.- Aren't I such a good friend? (Kelsey is sick, be nice to me.) says: (4:16:27 PM)
   But hey, if you make him happy so be it Autumn, I'll dispear like he's apparently wanted for so long.

: | : Heartless.Ice.Bitch. : | : x| .<3's x Infinity + 1 = Kenneth & Autumn. |x says: (4:16:35 PM)
   Ohh... Kelsey you need to read more. ^__^ 'Cause you really don't know me, -or- my relationship with Kenneth. You don't know, that I feel like shit when someoe he called a friend turns on him, or someone he calls a friend and him arnt speaking. I tell him he needs his friends. Not to ruin it because of me.

-Coughs on you.- Aren't I such a good friend? (Kelsey is sick, be nice to me.) says: (4:16:43 PM)
   It just hurts that people go so far as to calling me non stop.

-Coughs on you.- Aren't I such a good friend? (Kelsey is sick, be nice to me.) says: (4:17:00 PM)
   I mean, I have this one girl calling me over and over again telling me that I'm a whore and to stay away from Kenneth that he doesn't care about me

: | : Heartless.Ice.Bitch. : | : x| .<3's x Infinity + 1 = Kenneth & Autumn. |x says: (4:17:11 PM)
   You get mad at me, because he stops speakign to you as much as he used to. Well guess what hun, Im fucking sorry. -.-; I Didnt have a fucking thing to do with it, he makes up his own mind.

-Coughs on you.- Aren't I such a good friend? (Kelsey is sick, be nice to me.) says: (4:18:04 PM)
   It's pretty sad that a person I used to call my best friend is having someone do that to me

: | : Heartless.Ice.Bitch. : | : x| .<3's x Infinity + 1 = Kenneth & Autumn. |x says: (4:18:14 PM)
   If you know Kenneth so well.. Why do you believe what someone says? What happened to standing behind him no matter what?

: | : Heartless.Ice.Bitch. : | : x| .<3's x Infinity + 1 = Kenneth & Autumn. |x says: (4:18:28 PM)
   Waiting till he told you to your face he didn't like you, before thinking it -might- be true.

: | : Heartless.Ice.Bitch. : | : x| .<3's x Infinity + 1 = Kenneth & Autumn. |x says: (4:18:52 PM)
   You really make no sense. -_-

-Coughs on you.- Aren't I such a good friend? (Kelsey is sick, be nice to me.) says: (4:20:14 PM)
   Kenneth hates me, He doesn't have to say it everyone else already has for him..

: | : Heartless.Ice.Bitch. : | : x| .<3's x Infinity + 1 = Kenneth & Autumn. |x says: (4:20:21 PM)
   Ohhhh

: | : Heartless.Ice.Bitch. : | : x| .<3's x Infinity + 1 = Kenneth & Autumn. |x says: (4:20:29 PM)
   So his actuall words don't count.

: | : Heartless.Ice.Bitch. : | : x| .<3's x Infinity + 1 = Kenneth & Autumn. |x says: (4:20:38 PM)
   You'll belive -them- over your 'best friend'

: | : Heartless.Ice.Bitch. : | : x| .<3's x Infinity + 1 = Kenneth & Autumn. |x says: (4:20:50 PM)
   *claps* Congrats..

-Coughs on you.- Aren't I such a good friend? (Kelsey is sick, be nice to me.) says: (4:21:12 PM)
   Why shouldn't I, when Kenneth's ignoring me, and telling me that he's too busy to talk, or blocking me on MSN, then sitting here on main kissing and loving you up like nothing is fucking wrong..

-Coughs on you.- Aren't I such a good friend? (Kelsey is sick, be nice to me.) says: (4:21:22 PM)
   You know what, you truely are a heartless bitch Autumn.

-Coughs on you.- Aren't I such a good friend? (Kelsey is sick, be nice to me.) says: (4:21:45 PM)
   I hope you break the poor boys heart and he's left with no one, because I'm not going to be there when you dig his grave and kick his heart in the dirt.

: | : Heartless.Ice.Bitch. : | : x| .<3's x Infinity + 1 = Kenneth & Autumn. |x says: (4:22:03 PM)
   I want to know, how you are so fucking sure I'll do this.

-Coughs on you.- Aren't I such a good friend? (Kelsey is sick, be nice to me.) says: (4:22:10 PM)
   I mean fuck, when he heard rumors about you cheating on him he had enough faith in you to fucking swallow the lump in his throat and defend you, against one of his own friends.

: | : Heartless.Ice.Bitch. : | : x| .<3's x Infinity + 1 = Kenneth & Autumn. |x says: (4:22:16 PM)
   When the past 4 months I have been supporting him in any choice he has to make.

: | : Heartless.Ice.Bitch. : | : x| .<3's x Infinity + 1 = Kenneth & Autumn. |x says: (4:22:25 PM)
   Trying to make sure he keeps the few friends he does have.

-Coughs on you.- Aren't I such a good friend? (Kelsey is sick, be nice to me.) says: (4:22:29 PM)
   Because you're a bitch, you're just like every other girl I've seen him with, every one that's crushed him.

: | : Heartless.Ice.Bitch. : | : x| .<3's x Infinity + 1 = Kenneth & Autumn. |x says: (4:22:40 PM)
   How does it make -you- feel when you turn on him, without even hearing from him if what people say is true.

-Coughs on you.- Aren't I such a good friend? (Kelsey is sick, be nice to me.) says: (4:22:45 PM)
   You support his choice to do acid, and fucking drugs?

-Coughs on you.- Aren't I such a good friend? (Kelsey is sick, be nice to me.) says: (4:22:50 PM)
   Yea, some influence.

: | : Heartless.Ice.Bitch. : | : x| .<3's x Infinity + 1 = Kenneth & Autumn. |x says: (4:23:09 PM)
   Mmmm...You don't even know.

: | : Heartless.Ice.Bitch. : | : x| .<3's x Infinity + 1 = Kenneth & Autumn. |x says: (4:23:41 PM)
   It's funny, watching you spit off, about how much you seem to think you know. When in all truth, you don't know half of what you say.

-Coughs on you.- Aren't I such a good friend? (Kelsey is sick, be nice to me.) says: (4:23:59 PM)
   Alright Autumn.

: | : Heartless.Ice.Bitch. : | : x| .<3's x Infinity + 1 = Kenneth & Autumn. |x says: (4:24:00 PM)
   I'm glad he had such a friend as you. ^__^ two years isn't long enough to stand by him, even now?

-Coughs on you.- Aren't I such a good friend? (Kelsey is sick, be nice to me.) says: (4:24:12 PM)
   What color are his eyes, How old is he, his weight his height.

: | : Heartless.Ice.Bitch. : | : x| .<3's x Infinity + 1 = Kenneth & Autumn. |x says: (4:24:15 PM)
   If you are so fucking sure I'm the one ruining him, or going to crush him. Why arn't you still behind him.

-Coughs on you.- Aren't I such a good friend? (Kelsey is sick, be nice to me.) says: (4:24:17 PM)
   What kind of cancer did he have?

-Coughs on you.- Aren't I such a good friend? (Kelsey is sick, be nice to me.) says: (4:24:21 PM)
   WHERE THE FUCK DOES HE LIVE?!

: | : Heartless.Ice.Bitch. : | : x| .<3's x Infinity + 1 = Kenneth & Autumn. |x says: (4:24:34 PM)
   Why arn't you still his friend. Because -people- say he don't care. WHAT ABOUT HIS WORD?

-Coughs on you.- Aren't I such a good friend? (Kelsey is sick, be nice to me.) says: (4:24:40 PM)
   Because he doesn't want me to be behind him anymore, he told me that you're there for him now.

-Coughs on you.- Aren't I such a good friend? (Kelsey is sick, be nice to me.) says: (4:25:18 PM)
   He told me that the only person he needs in his life is you.

: | : Heartless.Ice.Bitch. : | : x| .<3's x Infinity + 1 = Kenneth & Autumn. |x says: (4:25:26 PM)
   Kenneth John Allen Garratt, Hazel, 5'10" 195lbs.. Surrey Canada.. Moving to Kamloop...

: | : Heartless.Ice.Bitch. : | : x| .<3's x Infinity + 1 = Kenneth & Autumn. |x says: (4:25:47 PM)
   He doesn't speak of his cancer, I don't ask. If he wants to forget about it, I'll fucking let him.

-Coughs on you.- Aren't I such a good friend? (Kelsey is sick, be nice to me.) says: (4:26:23 PM)
   Of the cancer he had*

-Coughs on you.- Aren't I such a good friend? (Kelsey is sick, be nice to me.) says: (4:26:46 PM)
   Soft tissue cancer, why he's got a scar all the way from his knee down to his anckle.

: | : Heartless.Ice.Bitch. : | : x| .<3's x Infinity + 1 = Kenneth & Autumn. |x says: (4:26:47 PM)
   Mmm.. You know having Cancer once, means it could come back at any time?..

: | : Heartless.Ice.Bitch. : | : x| .<3's x Infinity + 1 = Kenneth & Autumn. |x says: (4:26:57 PM)
   It is never 'truely' gone... Just falls back into regression.

-Coughs on you.- Aren't I such a good friend? (Kelsey is sick, be nice to me.) says: (4:27:15 PM)
   Yea, Well I'd like to at least think that it's all gone, considering they cut up his entire leg to try and remove it all.

: | : Heartless.Ice.Bitch. : | : x| .<3's x Infinity + 1 = Kenneth & Autumn. |x says: (4:27:28 PM)
   Mm.. I would like to think it is all gone.

: | : Heartless.Ice.Bitch. : | : x| .<3's x Infinity + 1 = Kenneth & Autumn. |x says: (4:27:49 PM)
   -.-; But the fact remains, how ever fucking small.. that it could come back.

: | : Heartless.Ice.Bitch. : | : x| .<3's x Infinity + 1 = Kenneth & Autumn. |x says: (4:28:14 PM)
   Kelsey.. You really don't know how much I care for Kenneth. You think i'm out to get him..Which really isn't the fucking truth.

: | : Heartless.Ice.Bitch. : | : x| .<3's x Infinity + 1 = Kenneth & Autumn. |x says: (4:28:34 PM)
   But if you like believeing people over a man you claimed to be your best friend for two years.. I must question your loyalty..

: | : Heartless.Ice.Bitch. : | : x| .<3's x Infinity + 1 = Kenneth & Autumn. |x says: (4:28:38 PM)
   Mmm Wouldn't anyone?
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