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I'm really tired...shouldnt be, but I am. More emotionally than physically, but it feels the same so it doesnt really matter. I'm like really happy for most of the day and then like oone thing happens and there I am, in the worst mood ever. Thankfully, my moods really dont last long, but still for the good 13 minutes it's no fun at all. No but really, I'm stressed and then all this Daniel crap on top isnt helping. I find myself doing perfectly well and then he does something gay, like call or IM. And typically I would be like oh cool we're friends...but we're not. I want to be, but we're not. why fake it?? don't ask me how my semesters going like I barely know you and you have to make small talk. It's not worth the aggrivation that follows.
On a more positive note, it's precisely frikkin hot degrees here in the valley. With the kind of sunshine requiring SPF 50 sun block. SPF 50, that's like crazy...like, SPF sweater.
And I'm now an employee of outback steakhouse which excites me to no end. The manager was like super nice and stuff and I'm workin with the coolest kid ever, the EMAN!! who says hi to my JmeB by the way.
hehe and to end on a sour note...oops (wasnt planned that way) one of the things I've found that this whole Daniel episode (whom will now be referred to as bastard....well for now anyways until my mood passes... has cost me is the confidence that I once had in my judge of character. I totally am finding myself questioning everyone's motives, which I am finding to be a bit of a good thing for it saves me heartache, but a bit disheartening when you realize that people arent always after you with the best of intentions in mind.
Life really is good, I swear, it only sounds kinda sucky cuz I'm not a complainer typically and this is the best way to save my friends from constant bitching so that they might only see my smiling face...for the most part. ;)
On a more positive note, it's precisely frikkin hot degrees here in the valley. With the kind of sunshine requiring SPF 50 sun block. SPF 50, that's like crazy...like, SPF sweater.
And I'm now an employee of outback steakhouse which excites me to no end. The manager was like super nice and stuff and I'm workin with the coolest kid ever, the EMAN!! who says hi to my JmeB by the way.
hehe and to end on a sour note...oops (wasnt planned that way) one of the things I've found that this whole Daniel episode (whom will now be referred to as bastard....well for now anyways until my mood passes... has cost me is the confidence that I once had in my judge of character. I totally am finding myself questioning everyone's motives, which I am finding to be a bit of a good thing for it saves me heartache, but a bit disheartening when you realize that people arent always after you with the best of intentions in mind.
Life really is good, I swear, it only sounds kinda sucky cuz I'm not a complainer typically and this is the best way to save my friends from constant bitching so that they might only see my smiling face...for the most part. ;)