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So I've decided maybe everything will end up okay, I probably should just chill for a week. No point in being emo about it, that's not my style. I mean hell, I have 11 more years to meet men make friends and have fun. When I'm 30 I can calm down to watch Lifetime movies every night with pints of ice cream getting fat. That's 11 fewer years to deal with his bullshit, or anyone else's.
Break kinda sucks cause all my friends have different spring breaks than I do, so when they come in town I have to either let them stay with me at school or take out time to stay with them. One of my friends is here though so I guess we'll chill. Kinda sad when I'm aimlessly babbling just in livejournal cause I have nothing to say.
Didn't go to church this morning, it's become way to easy to convince myself not to put up with that. I'll go next week so I don't have to go deal with all that criticism alone. They won't say any hypocritical bullshit if I'm with my family. It should be Easter, that's my favourite church service of all, even if I have to dress up. I always feel relieved at Easter, like maybe I forget during the rest of year Jesus really died but that day it's everywhere so I really do get to go to heaven? Who knows. I doubt Rastafarians worry about that. Speaking of, today should be library day...how productive.
Break kinda sucks cause all my friends have different spring breaks than I do, so when they come in town I have to either let them stay with me at school or take out time to stay with them. One of my friends is here though so I guess we'll chill. Kinda sad when I'm aimlessly babbling just in livejournal cause I have nothing to say.
Didn't go to church this morning, it's become way to easy to convince myself not to put up with that. I'll go next week so I don't have to go deal with all that criticism alone. They won't say any hypocritical bullshit if I'm with my family. It should be Easter, that's my favourite church service of all, even if I have to dress up. I always feel relieved at Easter, like maybe I forget during the rest of year Jesus really died but that day it's everywhere so I really do get to go to heaven? Who knows. I doubt Rastafarians worry about that. Speaking of, today should be library day...how productive.