Nobody is ever completely grown up when they need to be. It doesn't work that way. You don't grow up until you're thrown into a situation where you need to be able to deal all by yourself. Everyone's scared and not really ready for anything that happens to them. I'm scared of stuff all the time, and there are things that are yet to happen to me with which I have no idea how to deal. Today I went grocery shopping. I had to figure out what I needed to survive until the next shopping trip. It's weird. And it'll always be weird. It's not about growing up or not, it's about whether you can keep yourself happy or not. That's really all that matters.
P.S. Call me, jerk. Your schedule's too hard to work around.
i'm nineteen and i'm still lost and i'm still scared shitless of living in the "real world" and this is disjointed because i'm confused. but growing up is hard and weird and not always nice and i love you and miss you and know you'll do fine and don't worry about growing up because you never really have to if you don't want.
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P.S. Call me, jerk. Your schedule's too hard to work around.
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