A needed post

[icenfireusa]

Ok so it seems like journals are the popular trend recently. And bitching in them is definitely what has been so typical. I need to clear up some shit here before too long goes by. Some people were never really confronted to their face because of the fact that we are in small, close-knit quarters and we didn't want some petty high school bullshit to interfer with our success in finishing this program. By posting, this allows the selected people to realize the whole situation and be able to deal with it. There was no need to have stupid false accusations stated in defense. There has never been any criticism to anyone's work, unless asked by the person, and we definitely have never talked down about those associated with these selected people (those who read this should understand). This school has totally brought to me new information and experiences, some good, some bad. I never regret any. Those people who are in this school who still play childish games and flirt with poeple to make them think they have a chance just need to see themselves through everyone else's eyes. It pisses me off when I lose a "#2" friendship over someone like that. But whatever. Maybe there wasn't really a friendship if a stupid person comes between the care-free fun that used to be.

All I can say now is that I am not dying to get out of this school because it has been a part of my life for over a year. Eventhough I haven't created close friendships with most, I still will miss little things about everyone, especially my teachers. Guys, don't let others change you or be deceived but don't be afraid to challenge yourself and look at yourself through another's eyes. Maybe you will discover things you like, or dislike.