intensity....
there is a somber intensity to me that no one knows of.......a creature hidden from the world for the world need not see him yet....
for a life like mine is nothing but a morality play...good and evil.....
i walk a path understood as having no control, no freedom, no fate, no destiny....most of humanity fail to see this...
i trust no one for i fear what may happen.....i keep to myself for my own protection....few know me...maybe a handful of chosen ones...
in my life, i have had many females...one girl i loved, one girl i lusted, and one girl i attempted to embrace...she loved me back, she lusted me back, and she did want to embrace me but now has rejected me...for when she was there i was not open-minded enough....
my intensity, lead me to serious thoughts of the consideration of beating the shit out of a coworker.....that is how much i do not trust...this is why i do not tell...this is why i do not speak...this is why i cry....this is why i am the way i am....i do not trust....
hopefully someone out there can save me one day....and teach me...
for a life like mine is nothing but a morality play...good and evil.....
i walk a path understood as having no control, no freedom, no fate, no destiny....most of humanity fail to see this...
i trust no one for i fear what may happen.....i keep to myself for my own protection....few know me...maybe a handful of chosen ones...
in my life, i have had many females...one girl i loved, one girl i lusted, and one girl i attempted to embrace...she loved me back, she lusted me back, and she did want to embrace me but now has rejected me...for when she was there i was not open-minded enough....
my intensity, lead me to serious thoughts of the consideration of beating the shit out of a coworker.....that is how much i do not trust...this is why i do not tell...this is why i do not speak...this is why i cry....this is why i am the way i am....i do not trust....
hopefully someone out there can save me one day....and teach me...