Jun 23, 2010 12:03
my mother is trying to plan my baby shower on july 17th. this time i will have to face my aunts and grandma and whoever else. i was just happy the first one was over, please dont do it to me again!!! im not ready to face them, im not ready to be called an adultris, i may as well start painting the big letter A on my forhead right now. ive never felt this way before. i want nothing to do with my own family.
and i still have homework to do!!!! i want to be done with it, NOW! i couldnt sleep in this morning. i had to get up, and make my own lunch, walk to the bus station, ride to school and now im missing my classes and trying to force myself to do my work, but im almost too brain dead to keep going.
4 more days, 4 more days, 4 more days...