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Dear Krista,
Its been almost three years since that night, and as the repeat of that fateful date approaches, im still here wondering. What if things would have happened different? What if i got hit and not you? Would my bigger car have protected me, and we would both be here still? Would I have died? What if you didn't follow me? What if...That seems to be all i can say these days...What If. I know your up there, smiling like you always did. I just dont know how to keep moving. This past week two people have commented on the fact that every girl on my myspace is absolutely drop dead gorgeous. I know that, and ive had chances to date them and have a relationship, but i push them away. Is it because i'm just so petrified of losing them like i did you? or is it because i still hold you close? Ive been trying to figure this out, but I cant seem to come up with a good answer. I need someone to just be there and break down the barriers i have posted. I need a sign from you that everything is okay, and the universe keeps going. I just need life. I miss you!
yours always and forever,
Eric
Its been almost three years since that night, and as the repeat of that fateful date approaches, im still here wondering. What if things would have happened different? What if i got hit and not you? Would my bigger car have protected me, and we would both be here still? Would I have died? What if you didn't follow me? What if...That seems to be all i can say these days...What If. I know your up there, smiling like you always did. I just dont know how to keep moving. This past week two people have commented on the fact that every girl on my myspace is absolutely drop dead gorgeous. I know that, and ive had chances to date them and have a relationship, but i push them away. Is it because i'm just so petrified of losing them like i did you? or is it because i still hold you close? Ive been trying to figure this out, but I cant seem to come up with a good answer. I need someone to just be there and break down the barriers i have posted. I need a sign from you that everything is okay, and the universe keeps going. I just need life. I miss you!
yours always and forever,
Eric