Crunch
I'm hanging by a moment, a moment in time. My gosh... I've been so stressed, and it's only midsemester. I can't even dream about how awful finals are going to be. I got D's on both of my first exams in my nursing classes, but one of them we retook, and then raised my grade to an A (amazing!), and although i still did bad on the other exam, i've done really well on all of the assignments and am at almost an A-. So that's pretty amazing cuz i'm struggling like hard core here. I've just had an awful couple of weeks, and once again, i basically hold it all in, and it just keeps building inside. I'm just so frustrated with life and ppl, i'm so sick of it... so tired of dealing with everything. I just wish everything could and would change. im tired of being depressed and insufficient and worthless. I want to feel important, but i just dont. I've got so much crap due the next couple weeks, and month actually. Thankfully, i'm looking forward to my brother's wedding this weekend. I'm so happy for him. It's a cram tho, cuz ive got a couple of exams and assignments to do. But the next week is fall break, and i'm planning on seeing joanna and amanda, so that should be fun, and then taking some me time... cuz i need it, and catching up on reading and hw. i'm just waiting for winter break to get here already.