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Oh fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck FUCK. He knows.
I'm so fucking ashamed. I hate myself so much for this. I'm so ashamed. I never meant...
I thought it was all forgotten. And now I can feel it in my stomach.
I don't deserve anything. It's my own fault. I DESERVE TO HURT. EVERYTHING.
I wish everybody was gone. It was just me. All alone. Then I could hurt and hurt and hurt and HURT.
I'm so fucking ashamed. I hate myself so much for this. I'm so ashamed. I never meant...
I thought it was all forgotten. And now I can feel it in my stomach.
I don't deserve anything. It's my own fault. I DESERVE TO HURT. EVERYTHING.
I wish everybody was gone. It was just me. All alone. Then I could hurt and hurt and hurt and HURT.