"Lying here, hoping death will finally bring me peace. Pretty please."glass_veinJanuary 4 2005, 15:15:20 UTC
:S I really wish I could offer some advice with your eating... but I can't. I have never been in your situation. And if I am honest, I actually admit that I admire your control. But - I wish that you weren't suffering from it.
Excuse my inorance, but who is Gypsy? Is she a cat?
Maybe you two could support each other... you nurse her and yourself at the same time.
Thanks. You're not ignorant; Gypsy is my rat. She's beautiful :-) Ha! Yeah, she gives me plenty of support. She appears a little better today *keeps fingers crossed*
Thanks. But don't admire my control; I'm no longer in control. I hate it. I wish I'd never got myself so deep into this, it's scary shit. To strive for perfection is to strive for nothingness, I know, but maybe that's what I want. Meh, I don't know...
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Excuse my inorance, but who is Gypsy? Is she a cat?
Maybe you two could support each other... you nurse her and yourself at the same time.
I don't know, all I can say is don't fade away.
Take care
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Thanks. You're not ignorant; Gypsy is my rat. She's beautiful :-)
Ha! Yeah, she gives me plenty of support. She appears a little better today *keeps fingers crossed*
Thanks. But don't admire my control; I'm no longer in control. I hate it. I wish I'd never got myself so deep into this, it's scary shit. To strive for perfection is to strive for nothingness, I know, but maybe that's what I want. Meh, I don't know...
I'm sorry. Take care of yourself Jess xx
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