Nov 03, 2001 00:25
ugh. i am such a ball of funky emotions these days. i had a lovely day with rafael and all i feel right now is sad that he is so far away and i can't play and talk with him more.
i am thrilled that my post on the san francisco community here yielded someone who was given a "pink slip pam" pink slip by a friend at a party. famous. influential. uh small-ly significant fishie in a big pond. anyway, it makes me happy.
we went to the beach for sunset. we went to breakfast at que tal and walked around church and market and went to flax to drool over paper and pens. i feel like i want to find words to explain my thoughts to him. and then sometimes i understand them more myself. we caught a piece of the day of the dead parade.
today definitely distracted me from the uh matters at hand as it were. guess i didn't call the temp place. ah well. i need to update the resume, job search, la la la. but i am glad it's the weekend.
i'm watching news radio. i'm sleepy and happy for bed soon. i'm excited for the harry potter movie.
the sunset was beautiful over the crashing waves.