Oct 01, 2008 09:06
Depending on who you ask, today makes six months with Braden. (The qualifier there is if you go from our first date or from the day after I ended the engagement.)
The time has passed so quickly. I can hardly believe how much time has passed, and am still baffled by how little time has passed. I think of the future most often in terms of our future. We have so many plans, alternate paths, ideas, shared dreams...it's incredible that all of this has sprung up from a tiny seed and hasn't even begun to blossom properly yet.
You are so incredibly right for me.
For every moment that I become highstrung and panicy, you laugh at me and remind me that this week is no worse than last week. The train isn't that late. I've never failed a class before. With a GPA like mine, grad school can't be that unattainable. Some university will accept me. Even if it doesn't, I'll find some job. We don't have a time limit, if we're a little lost, it'll be okay. I'm fine, you're fine, it'll be alright.
For every moment that we're dancing together. Dancing with you is still fun even when you forget that there are other people to dance with.
You're silly. Worse than that, you're more of a dork than I am.
You've shared with me some of the most amazing moments of my life and rather than competing with my friends or the concert for my attention, you were there with me in the moment and we had fun.
We don't fight like I'm used to fighting. Oh god, when we're upset at each other we can be holding each other and talking about it. And still TALKING, not just avoiding the issue. This makes all of the difference in the whole world.
You're smart and beautiful and I love you with all the love I've ever been able to give to one person.
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Well...that's all there is to be said about that. :)
braden