Six months ago:

My health and energy levels almost completely collapse. I had been spending most of my days off in bed because I couldn't make myself care about anything long enough to stay awake for it. The answer finally turns out to be buproprion, an atypical antidepressant. After spending a couple of weeks as a batshit-insane, impatient, ( Read more... )

New Doctor Who TV series.
I shit you not. Airing in 2005. No actor announced yet.
CNN story, BBC announcement.
Mad props to wendolen for passing the news along to me.
I can't even express how happy I am right now.

I'm not sure what day it is.
The last time I wrote in this journal, I wrote about the overabundant amount of caffeine I'd had that day, and then I wandered off to bed at 4:00am.
Then a miracle happened:
I slept through the night.
I don't remember the last time that ever happened. Usually I wake up at ( Read more... )

Been a while since I posted last. Life's been pretty random.

• wendolen and I are still friends, somehow. Hanging out with her has been surprisingly fun and un-awkward.
• I went and saw 6fg and Murder of Crows at the Hurricane last week. MoC did the single best goddamn cover of "House of the Rising Sun" I've ever heard. Fun night. Good to go out and ( Read more... )

Spent the past two days alternating states of stumbling zombie functionality with bouts of curling up in a little screaming sobbing ball.
I'm ashamed of the fact that I never imagined that losing her could hurt this much.
Last night I ended up at retcon and treebyleaf's place, watching a movie that ( Read more... )

I wish we could have made it at least another week. It would have been nice to make it a whole year.
You get, of course, lyrics. What else?
Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road.
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go.
So make the best of this test, and don't ask why.
It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time.

It' ( Read more... )

Finally received my check from Design Works Interiors for the website I built for them, so I figured I had the financial wherewithal to go out and buy new tires for the Annabel Leetoday. Went to deposit the check and found that the bank was already ( Read more... )

Oh, she called. She's talking to me right now.

Spent today sick and strange and estranged, conversation with wendolen not ( Read more... )

wendolen said she'd be here "after 4:00." It's after 4:00, all right, but she's still not here. Hope everything's all right.
Writing went better today than it did last night -- I only got about a thousand words written last night, and today it was nearly 2,500 -- but I'm still having a hard time keeping focused.
I miss my laptop. I've got to get it ( Read more... )